蕾丝机’s Daughter

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As 土星 finally stations and turns direct, I thought it was time (how 土星 of me) to reflect 上 my personal relationship with 土星 as he’一直在穿越我的第二宫。

Whilst Venus dances cheek to cheek with my MC (occasionally bordering 上 pole dancing to get my attention), 土星’的钢质凝视表距离只有3度。我喜欢我的金星,她喜欢唱歌,喜欢在美丽的地方,喜欢演奏音乐,也喜欢喜欢。她的目标是建立一个世界,一切都融为一体,生活是一场伟大的合唱团,伴随着音乐领域的歌唱。

“爱让世界运转” says Venus as she wiggles cheekily at 土星.

他没有’t bat an eyelid.

It’s true, I’在那凝视之下,我退缩了,金星掩盖了自己,在角落里情绪低落地闷闷不乐,为自己保持了最好的状态。她喜欢以自己的方式生活,热爱生活。尽管她并没有完全在家中白羊座,但她确实会尽力尝试发起一些事情,并且偶尔会疲惫不堪,保佑她,她一直在努力。

土星 hovers and lets out a sigh that makes me shiver. There’皮肤上起鸡皮and,臀部酸痛。

“Tick, tock” 是他的全部话语,并点按他永远存在的手表。

我家大多数房间的时钟都在滴答作响。我发现声音非常令人舒服。我有一个祖母钟,是通过家庭传下来的。一个国家的乡绅把它交给了我的曾祖父,并最终在我祖母的墙上挂了很多年。当她对我说是时候开始计时时,我曾经喜欢它。微小的金属钥匙就像是童话里的东西。

“13个半圈,或多或少” 是我的祖母’重复指令。

我会转动钥匙,感觉春天越来越紧,最后我要使钟摆恢复活力。时光流逝的柔和而坚实的声音将再次开始。

时间,时间的流逝及其含义一直困扰着我。也许吧’s because not 上 ly does 土星 conjunct the MC and Venus in my chart but also the North Node as well. Time and destiny all rolled into 上 e.

He gets impatient sometimes does my 土星. Like Venus, he also struggles to live with the Aries energy and being old, occasionally he topples and falls over. With him goes my confidence and my patience. I’我很想用那个旧的拐杖在我周围打自己的头’在很多场合都做过,特别是在我小的时候。但是当我这样做时,可怜的金星很难过,以至于无法’t sing anymore.

土星 is currently in my second house. I won’看看他几年前越过我的上升点时发生了什么:’s just leave it at that he decided to take me 上 a not so merry trip to 地狱. Natal 土星 found everything his 9th house had ever taught him came crashing down.

Whilst his brother in the sky slogged through my first house, natal 土星 made various attempts to get up and get going again, tried to sort through the rubble of belief and meaning until he had enough pieces to start building a home again. Venus couldn’t help much. Her beautiful world had collapsed around her and everything that had any meaning for the future was gone. Perhaps it was then that 土星 reminded her of their natal embrace. He said

“如果您有爱,那么请​​坚持不懈,掌握自己的爱,对自己的爱有耐心,负责任地爱。你有能力用爱来回应” 金星听了,学会了点燃火焰–在白羊座不是一件容易的事。

Transitting 土星 sat knocking 上 the door of the second house and I in turn started to feel his presence. It was time to take things seriously. I decided to fulfil a long time ambition which was to study with the Faculty of Astrological Studies and commit myself to becoming a professional astrologer. Whilst I’ve studied for around 20 years alone, 土星 said it was time to get down to business, find a teacher and master the art. It was time to take my abilities seriously.

So as sky 土星 shuffled into the 2nd house, natal Venus turned to watch him. Whilst she isn’作为我图表中那所房子的统治者,她当然对所有有价值的事物都感兴趣。

她喜欢有足够的钱来购买漂亮的东西(在她的第9宫案中,’s books to you and me). Transiting 土星 smiled a wry smile as within days of entering my second house I watched my income fall as my tax credits stopped. Venus stuck her tongue out at him.

“你现在可以自己站起来” 他说,我瞥见了微笑。

土星’第二宫的过境通常充满了关于经济损失的恐怖故事,这当然与我喜欢稳定的金牛座太阳有关,但实际上这不是’t the case. To me it’关于挑战让您无法意识到内在天赋的恐惧– the value that you can offer the world. Self-worth needs to come from a strong foundation and 土星 shows you how to build this so that the castle will also stand strong in the future. As he plodded his way through, I did find myself questioning my abilities, my strengths and weaknesses and what I had to give to the world. My natal 土星 had inclined me to build a life upon dreams (literally in the 9th house!) and now it was time to bring them into reality –使我的梦想得以体现。

Pluto and Uranus also sit in my 2nd house natally so as 土星 shook hands with Pluto I felt a deep need to let go of those things that hold me back; to become less self-limiting and discover my own power. I also felt a strong need to submit to divine will (Pluto) which is not always an easy thing to do! 土星 and Pluto both like the dark, they know how to be comfortable with it. In their meeting, I overheard them whisper about how I too needed to be comfortable with my own darkness. Darkness 上 ce known becomes light.

土星在与天王星相遇之前开始逆行,第二次与冥王星结对时,他又带了些东西回到我的生活中,我以为已经失去了。土星的寂寞’通过第一所房子的旅程开始徒劳。我开始觉得我的旅程‘hell’土星穿越我的上升点开始的一切即将结束。重新标记了个人障碍和界限,为我提供了更多的呼吸空间。然而与此同时,土星’逆行运动会产生某种忧郁感,有时会降低对我的价值的质疑,感到一文不值,怀疑我是否‘worthy’。土星经过的所有时间都在悄悄地提醒我,在处女座,他要我服务,放开我的恐惧,看看我可以为他人服务。正是在逆行运动的最初几周中,我蒙受了第二笔收入损失,但这一次是有选择的损失。我意识到我很珍惜时间,而不是金钱,并且只要我能顶住脑袋,减少工作量以献身于学习就变得更加重要。在处女座,土星提醒我做学徒的责任。

土星 in the second will strip away those things that you thought were important –尤其是在物质层面上,如果您还有其他方式可以提供更多选择。他 ’s not interested in keeping the status quo. 土星 brings you discipline and the ability to dedicate yourself quietly and humbly. His job in the second house is to teach you to find your true self worth and Venus reminds me that in many ways it’关于播种自爱的种子,以便可以送出花朵(或食物)–将来我会成为别人的金牛座!)

谈到金星,她’s finding things a bit tough at the moment as transitting 土星 creates a quincunx to her. She wants to burst open into a riot of colour and express her love but 土星 says now is not the right time. She must wait, be patient, sing quietly under her breath and shine that love inwards as well as outwards. There’ll be time enough in the future for her to play, right now 土星 says I must work harder –比以往任何时候都更加努力,因为到他在第二宫的旅程结束时,我将为未来的工作打下坚实的基础:将我的梦想变为现实。

土星 stationed 上 the 14th degree of Virgo which in Sabian symbolism is

精美的蕾丝手帕,来自祖先的传家宝

花边制作是一门错综复杂的艺术,曾经是一种从祖母到女儿再到孙女的交易。我的祖母要我写东西,并经常给我讲故事。也许是通过她,我学会了编织文字。时钟上的钥匙转动是一个我永远铭记的故事。我的祖母了解时间,了解精神,并在即将来临的时候感觉到。她给了我一个认识的礼物。

土星’第二宫的过境将深入您的内心,以找到您内在的天赋和真正的价值,与生俱来的才能以及可以维持您的资源。有时候,感觉就像那座山太高了,我’没时间了。它’s then that I find myself looking deep into those ancient eyes of 土星 and know that behind that stern expression is true wisdom.

“Put your foot there” 他客气地说,当我继续向上和向上移动时,他伸出手稳住我。我知道’s more to come as 土星 will soon meet my natal Pluto for the last time then move 上 to speak with Uranus. But right now he wants me to marvel at his intricate weaving of time and reflect that dedication in my own art. Sometimes he has been the Devil in disguise but these days I notice Venus will occasionally smile sweetly at him as if she has started to love him for who he truly is. I think she’意识到爱是一种‘doing’字。美丽揭示了野兽,但野兽也揭示了真正的美丽。

6评论

  1. 你好利亚,

    您以应有的方式写过星星–作为具有自己生命的生物,它们与命运的结构相互关联–我们的命运。天空是活的,我们的星尘仍然与之相连。

    I 上 ce received advice 上 ways to counter the effects of 土星. This is according to Vedic Astrology and I would like to share them here.

    土星 is associated with the color black, and Saturdays. A ritual to appease the effects of Satirn is to burn a black object by the seaside and let the waves take it out to sea. Using an ornate tray as a raft and leaves to line it, you can imagine that this can be a very beautiful and moving act.

    为了增强效果,建议我向一个贫困家庭捐赠一个黑色物体。来自印度的一位同事建议吃水牛。根据他的说法,对于印度的一个贫困家庭来说,拥有一头水牛而不是根本没有水牛可以对生活产生巨大的影响。水牛牛奶可以每天出售,这可以补贴家庭的生活费用。

    有人告诉我,物体越大,效果越好。捐献大象的念头确实让我大吃一惊。

    Saturdays I was told, should be spend inactively, meditating 上 土星.

    希望这些帮助。

  2. 嗨,Firedancer,
    感谢您的答复和有关礼仪的建议。大声笑–是的,大象会很好!我是在星期六出生的,所以也许通过那个也与土星能量联系在一起。恰好在昨天我大部分时间都在写这篇文章的冥想中度过了。通过海上散布消极情绪的仪式确实是一种美丽的仪式。

  3. 谢谢亚历山大。您’re very welcome. I’ve也将您添加到了我的链接中,我鼓励访问者也阅读您的书x

  4. 利亚,我真的很喜欢您的写作和故事编排方式,同时仍在讲述重要的事情。

    在最后一段中,您写着“脚踩到那里”,他客气地说,当我上下移动时,他伸出手来稳住我。– That is such a beautiful expression of recognising and working with 土星s energy.

    And I love. . . these days I notice Venus will occasionally smile sweetly at him as if she has started to love him for who he truly is. I think she’意识到爱是一种‘doing’字。美丽揭示了野兽,但野兽也揭示了真正的美丽。 – Wonderful!

    如此敏锐的书写和阅读的乐趣。

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